My friends and I were bored during and after class so my friend started recording us from her webcam.

Here's a video of me "interviewing" my friends it's pretty funny XD

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I'm going to a strip club for my friend's birthday!! I've never been to one before O.O
One of my friends showed me a picture of one of the dancers.....he looks like a vampire!!!!! XD
I'm so excited!! I don't even know why I'm telling you this, that's how excited I am!!! XD
MY mom is taking us >.<
not really that big of a surprise she's going with one of her friends <.<
yes yes people always tell me I have a cool mom, she's so cool I don't even have to party she does it for me XD
My first strip club and I get to see a sexy Romanian man that looks like vampire!!!!XD

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage = Nestea
2. Last phone call = Mom
3. Last text message = Barbara
4. Last song you listened to = I write Sins not Tragedies
5. Last time you cried = few days ago

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice = Nope
7. Been cheated on = Not sure <.<
8. Kissed someone & regretted it = No
9. Lost someone special = Yes
10. Been depressed = Yes
11. Been drunk and threw up = Nope


LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. Red
14. Blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = Yes
16. Fallen out of love = Not sure
17. Laughed until you cried = yes

GENERAL
22. How many people on your da watchers list do you know in real life = All except one
24. Do you have any pets = no T-T
25. Do you want to change your name = Sometimes to something no one can pronounce <.<
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Watched a movie on TV and had two friends over -_-
27. What time did you wake up today = 8:30am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Watching TV
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = My trip to Florida with my best friend XD
30. Last time you saw your mother = 10 or 15 minutes ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = EVERYTHING!! There too much drama in my life -_-
32. What are you listening to right now = Ich Will by Rammstein
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = YES!!! He’s so cool! XD
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = Drama in my life, keeps getting worse and worse…09 is not my year -_-
35. Most visited webpage = School Website
37. Nicknames = Sumida, Sumi, jojo, joey
38. Relationship Status = Single <_<
39. Zodiac sign = Scorpio
40. He or She? = She
41. Elementary School = It was ok
42. High School = It was ok
43. College= It’s ok
44. Hair color = some would say black <.<
45. Long or short = In between.
46. Height = 5'4
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = not really
48. What do you like about yourself? = I don’t know
49. Piercings = Ears.
50. Tattoos = Not yet.
51. Righty or lefty= Righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = None! Thank GOD!
53. First piercing = Ears when I was a baby
54. First best friend = Barbara!!!
55. First sport = Dance
58. First pair of trainers = ....what??

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = Nothing
60. Drinking = Nothing
61. I'm about to = to do homework
62. Listening to = If you leave
63. Waiting for = it to be Wednesday!

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = Yes!
65. Get Married? = Don't know
66. Career? = Business!

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes? = Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses? = Hugs…..both?
69. Shorter or taller? = Taller
70. Older or Younger? = Older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous? = both?
72. Nice stomach or nice arms? = ….arms^^
73. Sensitive or loud? = Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship? = Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = …..both?

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = No
77. Drank hard liquor = does Vodka count?
78. Lost glasses/contacts = Never worn them.
79. Sex on first date = HELL NO
80. Broken someone's heart = Don’t know
81. Had your own heartbroken = Yes.
82. Been arrested = no….not yet <.<
83. Turned someone down = Yes.
84. Cried when someone died = real and fictional people >.<
85. Fallen for a friend? = Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = sometimes
87. Miracles = Yes.
88. Love at first sight = I don’t know
89. Heaven = not sure
90. Santa Claus = HEllS YEAH!!!
91. Kissing on the first date = Depends on how the date went.
92. Angels = Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf? = Yes
95. Did you sing today? = In my Head
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = Nope.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go and why = I would go back to Ancient Times because they’re awesome
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be = none
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = Not anymore…..I think <.<
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = Yes

ULES: They're here to not follow!
1.) You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!
2.) Tag five people afterward.
3.) Leave a message on their page telling them their tagged.
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ARE YOU:
1.) Perfect?: Sometimes.
2.) Tall?: Some would say so <.<
3.) In your pajamas?: Nope.
4.) Left handed?: Nope

LAST:
1.) Friend you saw: Kim and Natalie
2.) Talked to on the phone: Kim….I think
3.) Person to text you: Barbara
4.) Was today better than yesterday or the same as any other day?: I don't know yet today just started.

FAVORITES:
1.) Number: 13
2.) Color(s): Blue, Black, Red, white and Green
3.) Fruit: grapes
4.) Place: my room >.<

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: Went to the bathroom

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: yes

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: not sure

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: the mall

Q. Do you smile a lot?
A: not really <.<

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: When I feel the need to.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: That depends. Are you?

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: my room

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: yesterday

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: Not sure

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: Right now…5

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: the people in my head <.<

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: no XD

Q: What's your favorite month?
A: October

Q: What did you do last night?
A: accompanied some friends to a bar

EIGHT EMOTIONS:
1.) Are you missing someone right now: Terribly.
2.) Are you happy?: not really -_-
3.) Are you sad?: sort of
4.) Are you bored?: no
6.) Are you nervous?: no
8.) Are you tired?: yes

ABOUT YOU:
001.) Real name?: Joana
002.) Nick name: Sumida or Sumi
003.) Eye color?: Dark brown
004.) Zodiac sign?: Scorpio
005.) Male or female?: Female
009.) Smart?: Yes
010.) Hair color?: Black….I think
011.) Tall or short?: tall….I think
013.) Sweats or Jeans?: Jeans.
014.) Phone or Camera?: Camera phone.
016.) Drink or Smoke?: Neither.
020.) Tattoos?: SOME DAY!
021.) Righty or Lefty?: Righty.

FIRSTS:
024.) First best friend?: Barbara
025.) First crush?: I forgot his name …..Where’s 26?
027.) First pet?: A doggy!....forgot his name T-T
028.) First big vacation?: went I went to Mexico
049.) Eating?: Cereal
050.) Drinking?: Milk <.<
052.) I'm about to: go to work T-T
053.) Listening to?: the crows O.o
054.) Plans for today?: Go to work and finish homework.
079.) Drank bubbles?: …..no? o.O
080.) Lost glasses/contacts?: I don't wear either.
081.) Ran away from home?: Nope.
084.) Broken someone's heart?: I don’t know
085.) Been arrested?: Nope.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090.) Miracles?: Yes
089.) Yourself?: Yes
092.) Heaven?: maybe
093.) Santa Claus?: Yes!
094.) Love?: ….what kind of love? <.<

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097.) Do you like someone?: Yes
....98 DIED! <-----Not sure what happened here <.<
099.) Do you believe in God?: not sure

TAG: whoever wants to do it

The dean at my school as approved my appeal!!!!! I'm not going to be dismissed!!!!!! XD

I was going to be dismissed from college due to my poor work in my last two classes!! DX

I did poorly because I was going through a minor depressions because

one of my friends I hanged out with went to the marines! DX

I went into debt due to fraud! DX DX
luckly my mom never found out <.<

I had a boyfiend who was very affectionate and I wasn't used to affectio! DX
due to my traumatic past -_-

We broke up and I was feeling the worsts feelings ever bacause I had to break up with like the nicest guy in the world! DX DX

Ex went for one of my best friends! DX
Wasn't so nice after all -_-

I was betrayed by one of my best friends!! DX DX DX
FYI I only care about a handful of people and she was one of them <_<
I actually wrote a poem about this situation..debating whether I should put it up...

Mother keeps trying to turn me into her marrionet again!! DX
I broke the strings a while back XD

The DXs is how bad the situation was for me.

BUT luckly I met a nice guy, yes we are now going out, he has helped me a lot!! He even helps me with my HW! O.O

SOOOOO, I'm getting my life back together!!! I'm out of debt!!!! XD XD

Thankfully my appeal has been approved but I have a lot of work to do now!!!.....but I'll get through it....right?

Just writing all this down has made me feel better about my situation -^^-

BUT if I do end up being dismissed I will take my Best friend's offer and go live with her in New Mexico...(she's actually a good friend! so don't be saying things about her!!!)

but yes, thank you for readinng! You didn't have to read this it was more for me^^

Have a nice day!